I have not yet. No. I didn’t even know it existed. I’m always open minded to new things though.
Had a pretty good day. Passed my test today, so I’m off of mandatory Study Hall. Which is glorious. Also give me a dollar. More later.
No. I don’t care for the Beatles. They are great band, and their impact on music can’t be disputed, I just don’t like their music.
“The closer he looks at the child, the less he sees … The more he looks at it, there’s nothing there. He fears that the more you look at him the less you see. There isn’t anything there.”
—John Hughes
Dear M, I miss you babe. I hate we don’t talk as much as we used to. I don’t know if it’s my fault, yours, or if I’m just plain boring. But I still love you and hope you come and kidnap me to France like we talked about. I love you.
Dear K, I have loved watching you grow up into the beautiful young woman that you are now. I regret nothing in our relationship, since I took advantage of every time I got to spend with you. Though my absence has been long and lame, it will end soon enough and we can hang out again. I love you as well.
Dear J, You are crazy, boring, arrogant and most of the time flat out stupid. But, you consumed my heart for the longest time, hopefully I moved yours at least a little bit. You say you are over me, that’s good enough. A part of me still loves you, but for the most part you are all but forgotten. haha.
Dear OTHER k, I forgot you existed. LOL sorry. You are great to me though.
Dear Hunter, I won’t miss you.
Dear A, Looking forward to us being friends when I get home. :)
Shoryuken - Ken (Street Fighter shot)
Ingredients:
1 oz Southern Comfort
.25 oz Kahlua
.25 oz grenadineDirections: Mix the ingredients in a shot glass, pouring the Southern Comfort over the top last. Mash buttons and drink.
Drink created and photographed by Mitch Hutts of The Drunken Moogle.
WTF is this? LOL It’s a little hard to know what you’re talking about when it’s “Anon” haha. Oh well. Another of life’s little mysteries. Haha
Because I feel this.
Eminem Ft. Lil Wayne - Drop The World (Uncensored) (by EminemUncensored)
Fuck the world, fuck the Earth. You people are fucking crazy and piss me off. Honestly you all deserve to die, but it’d be easier for me to leave. Let me dive into my own goddamned mind where shit makes sense. Fuck your reality. It’s useless to my ass. I put in my fucking work everyday. I get nothing in return. All I ever wanted was to be with you. You are a world away and you got this shit some some trick ass mother fucker. Lucky me I got someone that loves me and wants to be with me. My battle buddy for life. The one that I never hear from and love the hell out of. I’m fucking insane. My life is pointless without the people I love. I joined a scam to get away from them, where did that get me? It revived and strengthened my own Dark Passenger. My best friend and greatest nemesis. My own fucking thoughts. I miss you but your life continues on without me. I’ve wanted to end it so many times. I’ve had so much hate and contempt in my heart for my superiors and the joke they call GOD. Has He heard me yet? Should I even care anymore? Why can’t I just be with her? It’s not like you really need me. You’ve got HIM. Am I venting!? Do I even know if I feel what I’m feeling? Does it matter?! Even my own best friend doesn’t need me anymore. I’m so completely numb as I leave reality behind every day. I don’t exist anymore. It’s only this shell that doesn’t care about you or anyone else. I am the FUCKING MONSTER. The worst of it is that it doesn’t bother me. GUILT is not even in my dictionary anymore. I am nothing. I’d destroy myself but it wouldn’t change anything. I’d be another goddamned statistic and my dear Mariah would never know. Not that that name means anything to YOU. It all means nothing. And always nothing matters. This message get’s buried in all the bullshit that is the internet. GOOD. FUCK IT. Adios compadre. It was good while it fucking lasted. This is all for naught.

